`murderonthedancefloor

omg whee.

2005-09-21T14:06:00.000+08:00

why do i always say whee? haha. anyway. whee.

i'm bored and i dunno what to do BECAUSE the stupid school com has banned almost everything on neopets. stupid smart IT nerds. gosh. can't i like enjoy myself for awhile?! so irritating. gosh.

wheeeeee. i <3 lab ray! lab ray rawks. hope i get a maraquan draik, or a sponge koi, or a halloween koi, or a jelly something, or a snot grundo. omg they're all supercute. as in, WHEE! SUPERCUTE! hahahaaaaaa. like the worst thing to get is... nah maybe i won't say it just in case i DO get it. hahaaa. hope i won't get IT. then all my effort will be wasted. and i have to endure some stupid PET until the *LAB RAY* decides to change it again. which happens as often as i pass math. which is NOT often at all.

i like neopets!!!!

2005-09-21T11:12:00.000+08:00

yay!! lab ray!!

to max, jaime and yiting:

it may sound absurd
but don't be naive
even SHE has a damn big mouth!

omg lol that rocked. hahahaaaaaaaa.

pattern!!!

2005-09-19T17:25:00.000+08:00

KOYRO POOMSE. that's the name of my black belt pattern. LOL!!!

LET'S GO.

2005-09-17T22:12:00.000+08:00

don't want you for the weekend
don't want you for a night
i'm only interested if i can have you for life
i know i sound serious
and baby i am

hahaha. listening to shania twain now. long time no listen. haha sigh. i feel like making a kyra skyblade blog. but just too lazy to do yet ANOTHER skin. yesyes i still owe:

cheryl
yiling
(?)jaime(?)
lauren
cara

oh gosh. so many. so stressed. but i'll probably need a LOT of scolding before i start on them. i've already got the pics for cheryl's and lauren's, but i'm just TOO LAZY to do the coding. i mean, it's not that hard, is it? i mean, i can do it. and i'm not THAT much of a smartass biatch. unlike...

vanessa lim ying ying

who thinks she's actually GOOD at her cca, cheer. and the thing is, she's not even in the school team and she's bragging!! wtf!! like, okay, come ON, loser. you still haven't beat me in anything except in chinese and that's not counted because i don't speak chinese anyway. and the reasons why i assume she's NOT in the school team:

she's not good.
she's lousy.
the school actually QUALIFIES? hmm. i don't think so.
she's the worst dancer in the WORLD.
and if she WERE in the school team i would know, because she'd immediately start bragging about THAT too.

and those are the reasons. and anyway, does she think she's cool or what? yeah you MAY be my sworn sister, but you are this close: to NOT being my sworn sister. and anyway we never liked each other did we? we just LOVED being enemies. and i still do.

i have six out of seven of the deadly sins.

pride yesyes i'm proud all right! positively ARROGANT! nobody disagrees.
envy oh gosh. why does everybody have a green iPod mini except me??!!
gluttony i quote: "did you know avvie eats like 3 times what i eat every day?! and she's still so skinny! gosh!!" ~maxine
wrath i'm always angry. yeah. serious. i just don't show it. or try not to. or let it all out. like when lao shi woke me up by talkig too loud to my roommate in china. and i screamed at her to shut up. omg i can't believe she didn't scream back.
sloth has anybody like, SPOTTED me doing my homework? NO. because to me, homework means 'schoolwork' or 'the copy of my friend's work'.
greed i want all the money in the world! i want a hundred million neopoints in neopets! i want to have everything i want! i want! I WANT!!!

and the thing i have left out is lust. because... it's like... i'm not lusty. hahhahaaaa.

wheee

2005-09-17T11:21:00.000+08:00

i'm bored. and these are the words that always appear for almost every post i read. hmm. wonder why?

omg. the stupid lab ray's just turned my kiko into an eeyrie. stupid. hope i get a draik, then it'll be so darn cool.

mr ong likes the most boring edition of our fic. he'd die if he read the 3rd book!! no. 3 is the best. no. 4 is the worst. and he was like, 'okay. i regret saying you're the SUPPOSEDLY sbc class. you're DEFINITELY an sbc class.' like, yay. but he thinks cara's writing everything!! gosh!! how dare he!! i thought up the plot, F.Y.I. so it's kinda like MY idea. but never mind. i guess.

whee. i can't wait to write about how i die! it's like so cool.. i've been thinking about it every single night. cara you better have the fic ready on monday because i wanna write about how i kill aearion and naren and ravius. lololol. but should i do the mushy bit?! should i?! i dunno. haven't thought about that yet. but it sounds so cliched. though it's not. because it's MY idea. why would it be cliched if it were MY idea?

hanging by a moment

2005-09-15T20:40:00.000+08:00

desperate for changing
starving for truth
closer where i started
chasing after you

i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

forgetting all i'm lacking
completely incomplete
i'll take your invitation
you take all of me now

i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm living for the only thing i know
i'm running and not quite sure where to go
i don't know what i'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you

i ♥ bazookas

2005-09-09T12:36:00.000+08:00

♥ flamethrowers
♥ bazookas
♥ snipers
♥ bombs
♥ yellow
♥ orange
♥ blogging
♥ lime green
♥ ipods
♥ myself
♥ computer
♥ slacking
♥ mogu
♥ rubbish
♥ potatoes
♥ beef steak
♥ salad dressing
♥ cameras
♥ modelling
♥ football(only epl & world cup)
♥ swimming
♥ synchro
♥ tkd
♥ RHYTHMIC GYMNASTICS
♥ leopards
♥ wallets
♥ bags
♥ pencil cases
♥ laziness
♥ heather's poetry
♥ avvie lavvine!!
♥ HIM.
♥ salmon
♥ sushi
♥ lord of the rings
♥ star wars
♥ dreaming
♥ watching charmed
♥ JOEY
♥ christmas
♥ phuket
♥ green day
♥ this post

♥= a heart you can't see

ANTM

2005-09-07T16:35:00.000+08:00

naima

TORN

2005-09-07T00:07:00.000+08:00

i thought i saw a man brought to life he was warm he came around like he was dignified he showed me what it was to cry well you couldn't be that man i adored you don't seem to know seem to care what your heart is for but i don't know him anymore there's nothing where he used to lie the conversation has run dry that's what's going on nothing's fine i'm torn i'm all out of faith this is how i feel i'm cold and i am shamed lying naked on the floor illusion never changed into something real wide awake and i can see the perfect sky is torn you're a little late i'm already torn.

something mechanically mental

2005-09-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

yes. there's something ****ing wrong with my connection. it's like, connect for like 5 seconds, then disconnect for like 1h. like what's wrong with it. gosh. so darn irritating. i hate it. but without it i'd be sitting around all day staring at the ceiling. wow. so interesting.

RAWR!!! don't phunk!

gosh tt was like so cute.

my brother's playing a mighty cool game called GTA. omg. so weird. haha. you go around doing weird missions and hiding from cops. he's just got a new mission to spraypaint buildings without getting caught. so darn funny. anybody who goes up to him, he SPRAYPAINTS THEM IN THE FACE. and they start coughing!! it's so darn funny!!! haha. and they say tons of f words and all. haha there was one part where he crashed his car into a policeman's car and the policeman was like, 'watch where you're going, punkass bitch!!' haha. sorry for the language. i was QUOTING. hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. and there's more. but for some reason i'm not gonna quote it.

untitled

2005-09-05T21:37:00.000+08:00

twodaysintothislayoutandimstartingtogetbored. arghwhyamilikethat. sorandom.

disappear. without a trace.

2005-09-05T15:39:00.000+08:00

LIKE WHAT THE HELL?! I POSTED SOMETHING ON A DOG POUND ON MY CB BLOG YESTERDAY AND NOW IT'S BLOODY GONE. GONE!!!!! AND I TOOK SO LONG TO WRITE IT!! WTF!!! I HATE BLOGGER!! HATE!!! WHERE IS MY POST?! BLOGGER YOU BETTER RETRIEVE IT FOR ME.

2005-09-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

i'm so friggin darn bored that blogging doesn't intrest me. and i don't know what to do, it's like suddenly nobody's tagging my blog and i have to like force them then they'll do it. and anyway i'm not exactly complaining coz they're all flocking to my christopher boone blog, which is good. like, yay.

superman

2005-09-04T16:27:00.000+08:00

i can't stand to fly
i'm not that naive
i'm just out to find the better part of me

i'm more than a bird
i'm more than a plane
more than some pretty face beside a train
and it's not easy to be me

wish that i could cry
fall upon my knees
find a way to lie
about a home i'll never see

it may sound absurd
but don't be naive
even heroes have the right to bleed
i may be disturbed
but won't you conceed
even heroes have the right to dream
and it's not easy to be me

up ahead, away away from me
well it's all right
you can all sleep sound tonight
i'm not crazy or anything

i can't stand to fly
i'm not that naive
men weren't meant to ride
with clouds between their knees

i'm only a man in a silly red sheet
digging for kryptonite on this one way street
only a man in a funny red sheet
looking for special things inside of me
it's not easy to be me

sometimes

2005-09-04T00:04:00.000+08:00

sometimes when i look back and realise all those mistakes i've made
all those accusations and lies
and all the false smiles
they all have no benefit, now that i think of it
and it makes me wonder why i did do it in the first place
but everyone makes mistakes, right?
it's just human
but i've made too many...
i feel like cutting myself sometimes, but not those retarded goth ways
but i don't want it to hurt.
i just want to show others how screwed i am.
i don't want it to hurt.
i've been hurt one time too many.

2005-09-02T22:56:00.000+08:00

and somehow, i just know why i hate people so much. and the only reason why i'm not listing down THOSE PEOPLE and WHY i hate them so much is that i'm a *AHEM* nice person.

actually, no. i just don't want to piss them off. like i am now. 'cause it's the destructive kind of piss.

and anyway this is a shoutout to natalie chin. if you don't like me writing stuff about christopher boone then just say it; or maybe it's just jealousy, or maybe you think i'm just wasting my time. but it's MY time isn't it? not yours. so i don't see why you should fire up like that and i don't like you for that. so there. i'm being frank and truthful. unlike some other people.

anyway. to take my mind off all this crappified rubbish. i'm gonna talk about other stuff. like... omg. i got a new printer. yay for you nat. and thanks for helping me print stuff. even though i'm kinda pissed at you i think you deserve credit. anyway. back to the subject. yeah, i got a new printer. and it can print on cds and stuff. yay. haha. i can design cds!!! whoo. but my dad probably won't get me the special cds unless it's something important. but oh wells. at least i know i can do it now.

i wanna change my layout; been talking about it for like a million years. but still haven't got about doing it. oh gosh. so un-practise-what-i-preach. ew.

haha i've just posted on retarded-red again. should go read. though it's senseless. i just like to act retarded. too bad if you don't like it.

2005-08-31T17:06:00.000+08:00

http://retarded-red.blogspot.com

the chronicles of christopher boone

2005-08-31T15:44:00.000+08:00

i am smarter than avril.

christopher john francis boone and i am helping avril lee xian ming from singapore to post on her weblog because she said that if i would do that then i would become an astronaut like she wants to be and we can be friends and we can study maths and physics together and i can show her that i can become a better astronaut then her.

but avril said that it would only happen when Hell Freezes Over. i think she meant it as a metaphor but i know it won't last forever because eventually Hell, which is also the core of the earth, also known as the barrysphere, will start to cool down and it will freeze. and i told this to avril and she laughed and she said that it would only happen when Hell Freezes Over and she laughed and i didn't like that because it made sense but it was something called Circular Reasoning. so i told her this and she nodded and said yes, it was circular reasoning. and that means that i am smarter than her because i noticed that and she didn't, even though sometimes noticing things more than other people is just a trait that detectives have.

~written by avril. will be continued shortly.

2005-08-31T15:41:00.000+08:00

flooble is down.

i think. because it doesn't work.

anyway. this is a general question. ALLITERATION. CAN IT BEGIN WITH A LETTER OTHER THAN AN 'S'?

answer this. please. because heather says yes. but miss tan said no, when my group presented that thingy on irony and alliteration and imagery and something which i forgot.

2005-08-30T18:32:00.000+08:00

i lovelove mogu stuff.

okay. that was random. ha.

but i do love mogu stuff.
and also green iPod minis.
and also green crumpler bags.
and also... well, green stuff.

ugh. okay. i'll get to the point. i'm trying to gain pity from others coz my birthday is YET AGAIN on a ******* exam day. pffft. wouldn't be surprised if it's maths[ironic eh?]. ewness.

and so i'm trying to hint to others that i like stuff that they probably can't afford. which just MIGHT work. because... i dunno... there're countless richie riches in this odd class. right? right?! right. okay.

omg. i can't wait till the exams are over. no need to worry about getting anymore C6s. which i have got, in fact. 2 A1s, 2 B?s, and 4 C5s+C6s. what a surprise. oh my goshness. my dad is so gonna kill me. my mom too. and i'll be nagged and nagged and i'll probably have to start going for [eep] more tuition.

speaking of tuition. tuition sucks.

2005-08-29T20:38:00.000+08:00

like what's HER problem.

so self-centered.

so poser.

so biatchy.

so irritating.

so ungrateful.

so whatever.

so ewyuck.

so ******.

think she's so:

1. pretty.

2. clever.

3. smart.

4. vocal.

5. beautiful.

6. popular.

7. well-liked.

8. multi-talented.

9. **** [censored as it would reveal who it was]

10. nice.

11. gentle.

12. cleverer.

13. intelligent.

WHICH SHE'S NOT. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA.

2005-08-28T17:32:00.000+08:00

blogskins. i owe people blogskins.

cheryl - stripey socks.
lorry - some weird project superstar thing.
maxine - orange and black thing.

like, okay. i'm not exactly very FREE you know. but anyway, i'll try to get these done... once i've gotten the right pics and all. coz it's not very easy to find. but for lorry i don't have any excuse oO. oh well. she's not in a hurry. sigh.

i'll be going for tkd later, argh i hope the grouchy old sir isn't there. so scary and irritating. kicking and frowning away. so solemn. ugh.

mmm. yesterday's sso performance was so nice. yeah, so nice i actually fell asleep listening to it. during the second half. omg. then after that sarah gave me her ice cream.

i like ice cream. no, only the really good quality hagen daaz ones. and i don't even know how to spell that. omg. haha. tiramisu with butterscotch topping is the best in the world!!! it really is!!! omg!!!

was that random or what? anyway, it's like... okay. yeah that was random. haha.

hello. um. i want to find out how to, like, upload music... you know, to get the html codes for them and all. so i'm like appealing to anyone who knows how to... like tell me the website and all thanks :) haha.

omg. it's late. omg. almost tkd time now. omg. dead.

2005-08-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

no no no no max. no. don't buy chocolates!!! don't!!! i'll just... finish them. and then it's gone. forever. haha.

why can't i put a title to my post. it's always like that. how'd you do that cara. and anyway you've just screwed up your own blogskin. hahahaaaaa.

omg. sso concert was so nice i fell asleep. omg sandra chua hui jing you are such a lovely pillow and thanks for sending moi to the newton mrt station :) haha and claire's famous amos cookies. haha tt was nice. but i only ate 3.

and max. i'm like not very keen on doing a blogskin fo you, coz it's like i just did an orange-and-black one for san. and it's like kinda copying if it's the same color theme right?

arg. gtg now. my dad is nagging me. pfft. irritating.

2005-08-27T00:23:00.000+08:00

HEY AVVIE!! im going off tmr.. i noe im gonna see u tmr, but anyway !! just posting to say bye!! and see ya soon on the 13 th of september to be exact! (: SEE YA AVVIE WAVVIE!! <3333
*will get chocolates* haha

MAXY!!

2005-08-24T13:52:00.000+08:00

hello. why am i always saying hello?! sigh. nevermind. haha.

anyway... i'm bored. as in REALLY bored.

oh today we did a debate on the ol' retardo CHRISTOPHER BOONE. and nat likes him, she says he's HOT. my foot lar nat. your taste is weird.

i'm going to arwen-undomiel chat now. so bored. haha. bye bye.

2005-08-23T17:09:00.000+08:00

i have just posted on our fic website: go read!!!!!

http://-theportal-.blogspot.com

omg. i like it so much; everybody in class wants to read it. so go read it too. you won't regret.

vote kelly as head prefect. reason why: she's the only nominee i know is NICE.

2005-08-21T12:50:00.000+08:00

haha i'm back.

haven't posted in a loooooooong time right? coz i was trying out heather's "stress is fun" logic for 3 days and guess what. it didn't work. what a surprise.

omg nat!! it's like... yeah kazaa is lousy; LIMEWIRE rocks. haha. i've already downloaded about 8 songs. gonna download more... ooh so fun :)

i'm on jaime's com now, helping her download limewire. haha. i <3 lime wire!! like it's so cool haha. but thing is, i dunno what song to download....

2005-08-17T13:53:00.000+08:00

hello there :)

in school now. boringness. sigh i'm hungry... later i'm gonna eat that taffy sweet miss tan gave me. lol. she still owes me a free item from the snack stall :) haha.

you know what? i hate her. as in, HER. gosh. she's so... that thing. you probably don't know who i'm talking about, you probably don't know her. but all i can say is that she's a hell of a poser and deserves a good kick in the TOOT.

sighness. wish heather would change her layout. sigh. bored of the stupid 'she likes books' thingythingthing. sigh. i'm just bored.

i'm hungreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

haha i just commented on heather's rotting livejournal. now for nat's.....................

yay finished. and cara's doing xiao shuo[a short chinese novel] now. and I DON'T HAVE TO DO IT COZ I'M NOT IN HIGHER CHINESE!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. and cara doesn't know how to type in chinese lol. actually i don't know how to and i will never know and i will never find out and i will never try. omg. that's so christopher boone. arg.

to heather

i hate stress. and exams. and i don't know why you LOVE them so much. it's like, come ON. i mean, no offence, but get a life... you know what i mean? yeah. of course you do. you're smarter than me.

omg i suddenly feel like having a xanga blog. omg. that's so random... but i still want to!!!! haha. another time maybe... wonder if blogger's worse than xanga. xanga looks ultra classy oO

The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me(this can't be the end)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad

Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so

Your vows of silence fall all over
The look in your eyes makes me crazy
I feel the darkness break upon her
I'll take you over if you let me(You did this)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad.

Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so

haha nice song eh? san, you reading this? it's the song i couldn't sing. haha now i got the lyrics. muahahahaha. so cool. i love this song. oh well. hmm. omg. someone in the com lab is listening to WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS. and it's so beautiful :) but i've wirtten the lyrics on this blog too many times already. sighness. what a long tedious post.

today in history book.

look at november 19!!! it's like... world toilet day, haha. poor person born on november 19.

2005-08-16T22:53:00.000+08:00

Charge of the Light Brigade

Half a league, half a league,
Half a league onward,
All in the valley of Death
Rode the six hundred.
"Forward, the Light Brigade!
Charge for the guns!" he said
Into the valley of Death
Rode the six hundred.

"Forward, the Light Brigade!"
Was there a man dismayed?
Not though the soldier knew
Some one had blundered:
Their's not to make reply,
Their's not to reason why,
Their's but to do and die:
Into the valley of Death
Rode the six hundred.

Cannon to right of them,
Cannon to left of them,
Cannon in front of them
Volleyed and thundered;
Stormed at with shot and shell,
Boldly they rode and well,
Into the jaws of Death,
Into the mouth of Hell
Rode the six hundred.

Flashed all their sabres bare,
Flashed as they turned in air
Sabring the gunners there,
Charging an army, while
All the world wondered:
Plunged in the battery-smoke
Right through the line they broke;
Cossack and Russian
Reeled from the sabre-stroke
Shattered and sundered.
Then they rode back, but not,
Not the six hundred.

Cannon to right of them,
Cannon to left of them,
Cannon behind them
Volleyed and thundered;
Stormed at with shot and shell,
While horse and hero fell,
They that had fought so well
Came through the jaws of Death
Back from the mouth of Hell,
All that was left of them,
Left of six hundred.

When can their glory fade?
O the wild charge they made!
All the world wondered.
Honour the charge they made!
Honour the Light Brigade,
Noble six hundred!

Lord Alfred Tennyson

2005-08-16T18:55:00.000+08:00

Music in the Bush

O'er the dark pines she sees the silver moon,
And in the west, all tremulous, a star;
And soothing sweet she hears the mellow tune
Of cow-bells jangled in the fields afar.
Quite listless, for her daily stent is done,
She stands, sad exile, at her rose-wreathed door,
And sends her love eternal with the sun
That goes to gild the land she'll see no more.
The grave, gaunt pines imprison her sad gaze,
All still the sky and darkling drearily;
She feels the chilly breath of dear, dead days
Come sifting through the alders eerily.
Oh, how the roses riot in their bloom!
The curtains stir as with an ancient pain;
Her old piano gleams from out the gloom
And waits and waits her tender touch in vain.
But now her hands like moonlight brush the keys
With velvet grace -- melodious delight;
And now a sad refrain from over seas
Goes sobbing on the bosom of the night;
And now she sings.
A prima-donna in the shining past,
But now a mother growing old and gray,
She thinks of how she held a people fast
In thrall, and gleaned the triumphs of a day.
She sees a sea of faces like a dream;
She sees herself a queen of song once more;
She sees lips part in rapture, eyes agleam;
She sings as never once she sang before.
She sings a wild, sweet song that throbs with pain,
The added pain of life that transcends art --
A song of home, a deep, celestial strain,
The glorious swan-song of a dying heart.
A lame tramp comes along the railway track,
A grizzled dog whose day is nearly done;
He passes, pauses, then comes slowly back
And listens there -- an audience of one.
She sings -- her golden voice is passion-fraught,
As when she charmed a thousand eager ears;
He listens trembling, and she knows it not,
And down his hollow cheeks roll bitter tears.
She ceases and is still, as if to pray;
There is no sound, the stars are all alight --
Only a wretch who stumbles on his way,
Only a vagrant sobbing in the night...

2005-08-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

WHATEVER IT IS YOU'RE DOING, JAIME, IT'S NOT FUNNY.

sending me a virus... what am i, STUPID?! no. YOU are. and you don't say anything when i start cursing you. you're dead.

2005-08-15T13:18:00.000+08:00

haha in geog now. with the monitor off as usual... lol. um so if i don't make any sense don't blame me okay. and mrs lim is quite pissed lol.

my new skin rocks. omg. you'll never hear the end of this. anyways i'm gonna choose a better spot during geog next time. and how can mrs lim be so... stupid? i mean, i'm sitting right in the middle and all. oh wels. too bad the school didn't ban blogging on the computers. anyway... what to talk about?? hmm. omg mrs lim is PISSED. hmph. forgot what i was talking about again. oh yeah. sorting out notes now.

we found the firsat book of the fic- gonna post it today if possible. url:

http://-theportal-.blogspot.com

whoo.

2005-08-15T09:33:00.000+08:00

booya!!!!! whee. this is so fun.

um. i'm gonna change my blog url soon... so i'll tag your blog and tell you. coz crimsonglitter doesn't really match my NEW skin, does it? ahaha. gtg now. cara wants to show me some star wars site lol.

2005-08-14T22:09:00.000+08:00

MY NEW LAYOUT ROCKS.

so there. no stealing. tag by clicking the flooble icon down there.

2005-08-13T23:56:00.000+08:00

hahahax lol lauren. that was nice.

haha guess what. i didn't have time to even think of the blogskin. coz i went off to eat toseh!!! um is that how you spell it? yeah anyway, i ate the thing. haha. it was nice. so now i'm full.

i like neopets. thing is, i only have like 10 000 neopoints. sigh. someone hacked my account. anyway... if you don't want your neopets account tell me your username and password okay? i'd like some ca$h lol. haha. my dream pet is a maraquan draik. it so totally rocks!!! yay.

oh and i just discovered this game... called snow wars II. so fun. i can earn like 3000 neopoints a day. whee. but that's the only nice game other than dash and dine. and maybelline thingythingthing. haha.

hmph i shall replace the stupid hit counter. it's so lousy and inaccurate. yuck. but i still like mulan X)

oh look. it's past midnight. sigh. tomorrow is sunday. and the next day is monday again... and the start of another *ahem* stressful week. and heather is enjoying it. she likes stress, you see.

2005-08-13T15:15:00.000+08:00

i don't wanna fall to pieces i just wanna sit and stare at you i don't wanna talk about it and i don't want a conversation i just wanna cry in front of you i don't wanna talk about it 'cause i'm in love with you

=total randomness.

i'm thinking of creating a new skin... lime green maybe... hmm. what colour should it be? lime green right? maybe. just maybe.

so stupid. my brother gets to go out and play tennis with his friends. and i have to go for swimming. it's like, i rather have swimming p.e. every day than have this swimming. two hours and all that. waste of time eh? arg maybe i should learn tennis too.

hope cara writes a lot of the fic. as in A LOT. because i've just written 8 pages and my handwriting's a zillion times tinier than hers.

and i still haven't posted on our fanfic site yet, we ALMOST LOST THE FIRST BOOK. coz we've been throwing the book around the class and all, so many people wanna read it. too many. so everybody gotta check their stuff. lol. and guess where it was. with hannah. at her house. gosh. what is WRONG with her.

haha van!! my skins are better than yours!! whoo!!! haha!!! now i know why you hate me so much eh? need help in YOUR skins? lol...

omg that was so totally arrogant. gosh. haha. anyway, this guy from swimming owes me $4 because i LOST to him in checkers. muahahahaaaa. he bet $2 that i'd win, and we played twice and i LOST ON PURPOSE!!! omg if i could earn money like that i would.

sigh.

i'll be online tonight-- to post again and to, maybe, do a new skin. JUST MAYBE.

2005-08-12T18:09:00.000+08:00

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends
Like my father's come to pass
Seven years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when Septmber ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when Septmber ends

Ring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began
Wake me up when septmber ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when septmber ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when Septmber ends

Like my father's come to pass
Twenty years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends

Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends

2005-08-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

Vedui il'er. Me again. Tanaquil. Tentacle. Whichever you choose to use.
Well as I said before, my comp is screwed so I cant tag. and therefore i can only resort to guest blogging. I love the video on your blog...my blogskin's weird and when I tried to put an Evanescence video on my blog, Amy Lee ended up screaming and singing right splat on the picture of the girl's face in my blogskin, so I had to take it off.
Anyways. Thanks for writing the fic. I'm bringing it home to write this weekend k? And yes I have gotten over the rpg thing, thanks. *topic closed*
I'm not supposed to be online but heck...I'm bored, and that calls for extreme measures. I'm not on au, surprisingly. Just not in the mood.
Well. Go you. maybe next year you can go for the cheerleader tryouts yeah? You'll do great. Just always hold on to yourself. Stay you! :)
<3>

2005-08-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

"it"

sometimes it gets me down.
the quiet ignorance of a single human.
but then isn't this world a little too noisy?
contradicting statements blurring the mind.
at times i just wish the world wasn't round.

and i like the curses, and all the joy coming along with them.
they offer me colour in this spherical plain earth.
earth is brown, the same shade of century-old paper aged by weather.
the reign of randomnity.

inspired by heather

2005-08-09T22:25:00.000+08:00

hmm.

i guess life's like that. life sucks. it's, like, duh, it's normal to have cowards on your blog who think they're on the top of the world. anyway, let's not talk about that now, it's quite a worthless thing to talk about. sighness.

anyways i'm just bored. i've changed my layout a bit to fit the video in :)

and listen to this. my brother's friend has a girlfriend who is ASKING HIM OUT. oh gosh. how horrible is that. very, right? she gave him a stuffed toy for his birthday and all. ooh this is getting exciting :) lolness. but i think i'm gonna be dead if alex reads this now, so... let's change the subject again. hahahax.

yay cara posted!!! haha. i've written the fic, if you're really concerned(is that how you spell it?!) hahahaxness. haha. um. it's kinda weird, the fic. i hope julia has the first book, 'cause if it's gone i'm gonna SCREAM my head off! arg!! it took a lot of effort writing that.

-change of subject, a.k.a. randomness.-

i like synchro. it so rocks. i can do a barracuda!!! i think. jaime says it's quite good, but i think she's just trying to make me feel nice. i hope we get to design next year's costume ourself, like we did in rhythmic gym in my REAL SCHOOL(somehow mgs hasn't proved itself to me yet). i do miss r.g. sigh. miss doing my lu tiao. haha. and i even miss those weird criticisms i got from gou lao shi when i TRIED to do a split jump. oh wells. what did i say? life sucks.

ohbutthenanonsucksmorenotasurprisestupidbitch.
stickshersnottynoseintootherpeoplesbusiness.
wontbesurprisedifitsoneofthosecheerleadersew.
buttheniwanttobeacheerleader!

whateverlarjustkicktheirsorryarse.

2005-08-09T15:08:00.000+08:00

Ello. Guess who it is?
Yes it is I...the one and only Tana Banana. Lol. I am so bored and there's like absolutely no one on msn so yeah. It's the only reason why I'm guest blogging here. Oh. And also coz my comp is screwed and I cant tag. So.
*sigh* I was up on the comp til one something yesterday. Surprisingly, I'm not tired. Not very, anyway. I've been doing bio....bleahness.
Well. Rock on and yadayada. I'm gonna go post on MY blog now. cya!

2005-08-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

-untitled-

i've like, got nothing to do now... and so i'm gonna do a few shoutouts. i've only just realised they're called shoutouts. how cool is that? anyway, here they are, IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER.

cara. you have irritated me the most times this year and i'm quite surprised you still have an intact nose. i guess you're too much of a friend to me for me to murder you anyways. but of course to me, friends=not lonely=can be bossy=can be stuck up=can be biatchy.

maxine. yeah well, you're better off than cara... as in, i was only irritated when you wailed a lot. hahaha. but everyone wails at some point of time, so chill. don't start wailing at me.

nicole. haha we have a lot in common huh? our neopets accounts get hacked in. maybe it's the same person... oh wells. thanks for letting me copy your maths homework when i'm really desperate-- most of the time i just copy the work of the person sitting next to me, but yours yeilds better results (:

jaime. of course i'm seething mad when we get into one of those kicky-scratchy fights where we end up glaring at each other. but you know, i kinda enjoy it... haha. you should join taekwondo-- then we have the proper chance to spar with each other.

sandra. hey fellow room mate from china. the worst part of the trip was when i had a splitting headache on the bus and i was sleeping when you and nat started singing the song that i loathe the most-- welcome to my life by Simple Plan. omg i hate that song so much, plus simple plan are downright losers. so i was grouchy for the rest of the night, remember? anyways, it was a pleasure doing your blogskin (:

nat. you are the christian of the year. way to go girl. your blogskins rock so much harder than mine... as in, my blogskins sand. i love to watch your cheerleading, it's so cool... yeah next year i'll try out for the nationals okay? if i don't have a cca which is clashing or something.

all done.

if your name's not here, no worry lah. it just means i haven't gotten to know you well enough (:

2005-08-06T16:25:00.000+08:00

oh no you don't

no max, I rock. coz this is MY blog. so there. hahahahax.

anyway, i've just done a wonderful skin, and it's on blogskins.com and on the blog in which i'm gonna post the fanfic in. the fanfic, as in, the super one that me, cara and hannah have written since july... yeah, the one that everybody wants to read. SERIOUSLY!! all you people should read it... i haven't posted a word of the story yet, but it's coming soon. here's the url:

http://-theportal-.blogspot.com

visit, stare at the blank section, and tag!!! if you think the story is nice, tag too. if you don't... what're you doing here? you should be somewhere down the rubbish chute.

2005-08-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

hey avvy!! haha.. im posting!! YAY.. lol.. rock on. i'll be back!! to post more k!! <3 ya!

MAXY ROCKS! haha

2005-08-03T18:19:00.000+08:00

chatterbox

everybody's chatterbox is kinda down at the moment, so sigh. just wait okay? then whe nit's working all of you must tag :) then i'll tag your blog okays.

nat chin: you're supposed to tag my blog super often!! :'( sigh i'm sorry i couldn't try out for cheerleading, i'll try out next year ok? yeah, first i'll try out olson house cheer(whoo!!) then if i get in, which i probably will, according to you. haha yeah anyway i'm gonna tag your blog in a moment... hold on...

2005-08-03T13:59:00.000+08:00

what the hell is she playing at.

i hate hate hate hate her. she is so bloody idiotic. contradicting herself. first she tells me to stay back, then she tells me not to, that i have to stay back tomorrow. then during history, the last lesson of this f***ing day, she says suddenly, "hey avril, don't forget to stay back to collect the draft."

and i'm like, what the freakin hell. look at what she's been telling me all along. contradiction. irritatingly idiotic. gosh. then i pack my stuff up quickly and go down to the HOD room and wait. and wait. and wait. ten minutes later i'm really pissed now and i go back to class looking for her. and of course she's not there. so i throw things around a little and go down to the canteen. and she's gone home. home. and when i ask a, she says,"oh. i think she took the draft and went home."

can you imagine that?? she made me look like a total dork waiting for nobody outside the HOD room. for nothing. wasted MY time. and of course she doesn't care. and anyway she can't even say a proper sentence without making an error or without using her irritatingly chinese accent. she's so stupid and i shall hate her forever.

~toomanybitchesroamingthiscursedworld~

2005-08-02T21:05:00.000+08:00

a band. wow.

it's really cool, we've got to form a band for teacher's day. cool, eh? i'm to be one of the lead singers, and - i'm admitting it- that's quite fun right? right? anyway auditions are tomorrow, hope i get in lol. i'm so ambitious. don't think i could sing if my life depended on it lol. hahahax.

2005-07-31T21:53:00.000+08:00

my foot.

ouch. yes. my foot hurts a LOT now. because of taekwondo. yeah. like, i was sparing with this tall biatchy girl and i wanted to kick her REAL HARD, but i missed and got her hand. and i was like, ow, and she was like, ow! and my foot was like OW. it hurt sooo much. so i was hopping on the spot and i was like, "hey! sir! sir! sir, my foot's broken!!!" but of course it wasn't lah. and then i missed the next three rounds of sparing, which was good, because i wouldn't get hurt again. hahaha. i was sitting on the sidelines rubbing my foot in sheer agony. wow. so dramatic lol.

anyways, to sum it all up, all my muscles hurt like hell from yesterday's sports carnival and today. so tomorrow i probably won't make it up the staris lol.

2005-07-30T23:43:00.000+08:00

kill me if it's not that bad.

but actually, it is. unfortunately. sports carnival was a hell of a bore. one thing to make up for it though.

fooseball.

i scored, like, 93285293168357628576283472385726 goals. so i rule. bwahahahahahahaahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2005-07-27T13:42:00.000+08:00

i am grounded.

so don't expect me to post very often until monday. yay. i'm in school now lolz. and my braces HURT! yeah. i chose red and black anyway. and it's so goddamn tight. gosh. and i've chewed up my inner mouth part 'cause yesterday my back teeth hurt a lot and all i could feel was the pain in my tooth. and so my tooth is less painful and now my gum-thing hurts like hell and it's all rough and sore. ewness. yech. haven't eaten anything for recess, so i'm really hungry now lolz.

sigh. can't believe i'm grounded. argh. gosh my mother is so *****.

anyways, i'm like having a mental debate going on in my head on what cca to join next year(synchro by itself is a little boring). and here is the list of available options...

drama
squash
tennis

and i think that's kinda all of it. and maybe i could try out for next year's olson house cheerleading for the sports meet. and i'm also gonna join high jump and i wanna get AT LEAST third. like, in P5 i was 8th, then in P6 i was 4th. so now i must be first, according to the pattern. and i hope i will be... mgs doesn't seem to have a lot of people who can jump high oO

and cara's chatting on arwen-undomiel again. get a life lah. find something else better to do other than rummaging for boyfriends. gosh.

2005-07-24T21:46:00.000+08:00

bored`

i mean, like, who isn't??

okay. anyway today i went to downtown east, the wild wild wet part. there was this family day for my dad's company and all. and i took part in the games and won:

a coleman flasky thingy
a fila handphone-and-wallet pouch(i'm gonna use it in school!)
a really cool sportage bag
another bag which i couldn't be bothered to examine carefully

i think that's about it, i kinda forgot what i won. it was just too many to count, you see. um then i also treaded water for more than fifteen minutes without resting!!! like omg that's so pro lolz.

speaking of treading water. let's talk about synchro. it's so damn fun nowadays, not counting the tiring warm-ups and all. i've learnt how to do a low vertical, like, i have to hang upside-down with only my feet sticking out of the water. i think i'm okay with that, but i'm really lousy at what jiao lian calls 'ballet leg'. i only can do it really fast or i'll sink. and the good thing is we're doing it super fast so the water splashes all over and all that. and come to think of it, i can't wait for next year's swim meet... gonna learn a routine that, hopefully, will beat the primary school girls. everybody likes them just because they're cute. it's like, so what?! right?!

and i hope we'll be getting new costumes too, this year's costume looks seriously crappified. wish we could design our own costume like we could design our own gym leotard in my old school. sigh. sometimes i regret coming to mgs, but looking on the bright side, i'm not in the -excluded- group. hahahax. maybe on the way to popular, but i don't wanna be poopular, 'cause everybody ends up hating popular girls anyway. hahaha. i'll just stick to cara and maxine. and failing maths.

2005-07-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

cellular

oh my gosh this movie so rocks. i just watched it and it's great! it's about this group of dirty cops who steal drugs from someone then they beat the guy to death. and some nerd got it on tape, so this nerd's family got kidnapped and all that. then the nerd's wife called this guy using a broken phone(she knew how to fix it, she was a biology teacher) and then this poor guy gotta make sure the camera doesn't land in the wrong hands and all.

and this was my favourite part: the nerd's wife held a really small blade in her hand and she cut one of her kidnapper's arm. and he was like ouch. haha. then a few seconds later there was a ton of blood, and she was saying, "i'm so sorry." and the guy was like,"what did you do to me, you b****?" and she said that she'd cut his artery and he was losing 30 litres of blood a minute. BUT HUMANS ONLY HAVE 5 LITRES OF BLOOD. so the guy died in 10 seconds. damn cool lolz.

2005-07-23T15:32:00.000+08:00

.oh.my.ow.

hahahax i've got a new blog!! and that freakin' anon is gone. lolz. got bored of trying to piss me off i suppose. anyway... i kinda ripped the blogskin from blogskins.com, but i edited all of it except the picture. yeah the pic's freaky huh? pretty...

anyway i haven't set up the tagboard yet and FINE i'll do the links. but i can't guarantee i'll link everybody i know of course. and i'm just too lazy to link anyway. sighness.

and i've just created a new blogskin for maxine, but it's damn friggin' lousy. sigh. wonder what she'll say. probably something like, no, thank you, i'll just pay a visit to blogskins.com. the skins are so much better than yours. and that'll be really freaky and i'd never ever ever do a blogskin ever again.

summer has come and passed

the innocent can never last

wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again

falling from the stars

drenched in my pain again

becoming who we are

*green day forever*

2005-07-23T15:31:00.000+08:00

the stupid little baby kangaroo.

and guess who it is. joey of course!!! yeah!! just watched it, and omg it was so funny. it's like, he had to taste his sister's lasagne and his friend's lasagne lol. and so he's like telling his nephew, "chill, michael. i can handle this. i am the taste king." and then he sticks his hand onto his tongue and he says, "ooh. bear." hahahahaha. lame lar.

then he snatches up the spoon and scoops up some lasagne from his sister's plate. and then he goes, "mmmmmmmmmmmmmm." then he swallows and tries his friend's lasagne. then he says, "mmmmmmmmmmmm." and he points to his sister's lasagne. "now THAT is lasagne," he says.

later when his sister and his friend leaves... omg gtg.

2005-07-23T15:28:00.001+08:00

mind your punctuation...

the following is an extract taken from a passage that i had to puctuate. read it and laugh.
dear jack,
i want a man who knows what love is. all about you are generous, kind, thoughtful people who are not like you. admit to being useless and inferior. you have ruined me FOR OTHER MEN I YEARN. for you i have no feelings whatsoever. when we're apart, i can be forever happy. will you let me be? yours,
jill

and we were supposed to do some lovey-dovey thing. and here is the original passage.

dear jack
i want a man who knows what love is all about you are generous kind thoughtful people who are not like you admit to being useless and inferior you have ruined me for other men i yearn for you i have no feelings whatsoever when we're apart i can be forever happy will you let me be yours
jill

and i made it sound like jack's gay, right? YOU HAVE RUINED ME FOR OTHER MEN I YEARN. it means jack dumped jill for many other men that SHE was in love with!!! ah!!! so coincidental. hmm.

i still think i should have won a prize for that, i was the only one who made him gay. pout. sad.

2005-07-23T15:28:00.000+08:00

oohlala.

yay. like, oooooooooohlala. coz i'm in bio now, and miss tan has let us PLAY. 'cause we've finished her work, so yay. about half an hour to ourselves. muahahahha. i rule.
and cara's freaking out, coz arwen-undomiel.com has changed their layout. and it's so irritating as usual. and i don't care if she sees this. because it IS irritating. muahahahaha. i'm so mean huh. and i've just created a new blogskin for san, and i think it rocks. like, so totally. lolzies.
AND I'M REALLY PISSED RIGHT NOW AT CARA. LIKE, GET A LIFE LAH. LIKE, SHE HAS NOTHING ELSE BETTER TO DO THAN TAG ON AU AND MAKE *BOYFRIENDS* ON THAT ACCURSED SITE. AND IT'S SO BLOODY POSERRIFIC AND I HATE IT. ARGHARGHARGH. SHE IS DAMN BLOODY WORSE THAN HEATHER MARIE LEE YU YING. YESYESYES IT IS SO DAMN WORSE. ARGH. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. BUT I CAN'T DO A THING ABOUT IT. AND THAT TOTALLY SUCKS. LIKE, REALLY SUCKS.

`irritated

2005-07-23T15:23:00.000+08:00

nat chin

hey. no it's not nat chin lar. it's me avril. anyways i just want to FEATURE nat chin because of all those great blogskins she's created. so click here to see her profile and all... lolz... like whatever lar... maybe if i set up the links then everybody will tag, probably saying "link me!" or something. which is why i hate putting up links lol. i think i'm gonna set up another, like, text box thing... and it's gonna have my tagboard and my mood and my to-do list. okay? all in favor, or NOT in favor, please, well, tag and say so. pleaseeee. yay thanks lol.

2005-07-23T15:19:00.000+08:00

fall to pieces.

i looked away
then i looked back at you
you try to say
things you can't undo...

and i don't wanna fall to pieces
i just wanna sit and stare at you
i don't wanna talk about it
and i don't want a conversation
i just wanna cry in front of you
i don't wanna talk about it'cause i'm in love with you.

whee. i love that song. i heard it this morning!!! so nice. lolz... hahaha. stupid com @ the library doesn't work. *NOT.A.SURPRISE.* anyway i'm watching jaime play icy tower and.... *yawn*

2005-07-23T15:09:00.000+08:00

compact powder.

omg it's like... bio is SO boring. the teacher's so strict and you actually have to listen. gosh. and anyway she didn't come to class today, so it was heaven. but then i spilt compact powder on cara. yeah, her own of course. why'd i be going to school carrying compact powder? i'm not THAT vain. anyway, back to the point. i spilt most of it on poor sarah's sleeve so it looked as though she'd rolled in sand for awhile. lol. then it got in her mouth too. and cara's hair was all white and it was kinda nice!!! haha but i was forced to dust it off anyway. then i stepped on all the powder on the floor till it was gone and the floor had a very nice fair complexion. lol. hahaha.
wheee. we started on our fic! and it started as some bunch of siths raiding the jedi temple, which in my opinion, is kinda cool. lol. but then hannah has it now so i can't write. she'd better write something good then. sigh.
i'm hungry... i wanna eat a reeses'. lol. but i'm too lazy to open it. it's such a BIG packet and all. then i have to keep it again, do this, do that... maybe i'll wait till mom comes home and ask her really sweetly. i'm actually not allowed on the com but anyway i'm TRYING to do research on 'etomology' and i don't think there IS such a word. and that's really getting on my nerves.
plus nobody's posting.
but anyway i got a free A3 trial thing. yay.
we took neoprints yesterday, so funny. hahaha. there was this pic where we all looked really snotty so i wrote 'bring it ON' and i look ultra bitchy. the other two... um... one looks scared and the other looks bored. haha. i'm standing in the middle. whoo.
lent maxine adobe photoshop today. next is sandra, then julia-ann, then nat. whoo. should've charged a buck or so lol.
wheee. i think i'll be posting tomorrow. yay.